Tears are falling from my eyes,

as I sit and cry at night.

blood is dripping from my heart,

as I try to write.


I have so much pain,

I'm hurt a lot,

I can't explain all this,

I'm just falling apart.


no one understands,

I don't know where to start

and I don't know where to end.


love hurts so much,

like a thousand stabbing knives,

especially when you have all this pain,

that you wish you could deny.


I'm so sore right now,

my heart is racing fast,

you told me love is happy

but now I am sitting here with all this pain,

I don't understand.

I wish U can kiss them all away

but no matter how much I try to forget about

this pain...I cant cause my heart is telling me,

the only one who can take the pain away is the

same person who gave it to U.



Tonight will be the last night .....
The last night I will relive our last time together....
Tonight will be the last night that I beg God to send you back to me....
The last night that I will criticize myself for not being what you wanted....
Tonight will be the last night that I wonder how you are...
what you are doing and who you are with......
The last night I will torment myself of thoughts of you in another's arms....
Tonight will be the last night I wonder why you are unable to love me....
The last night that I will think of myself as "unlovable."
Tonight will be the last time I cry like a wounded animal till I fall asleep....
The last night that I toss and turn with thoughts of you....
Tonight I will free myself of you...
YOU who turned and walked away without so much as a glance....
Tonight I let you go....


Seriously, thanks for everything.
Everything that happened for the past one year.
Especially all the happy moments and not really the unhappy moments.
I am really very happy to have been with you for one year.
Exactly one year...
But now here you are leaving me with all the pain and sorrow.
Nothing can ever replace the hole u made in my heart, the amount of pain you inflicted on me.
I shouldn't have made the promise with you after PSLE, knowing that this will not come to a good conclusion.
It was so foolish of me to have like you and to make the promise.
The 2 poems above are dedicated for you...