I didn't know how much you cared, till the day I lost you.

That's so sad ):
Ok something really sad happened, because I happened to read someone's blog post.
Ok I feel so damn bad and sad ):
I cried a lot yesterday, all because I didn't know you actually cared so much.
So yah,I cried in school too.
I couldn't control & I can't stop thinking ):
So yeah, luckily Odelia & Choonkhee were there for me.
I decided to give it a try again.
I seriously can't bear to let you go.
It hurts a lot to actually forget a person you care so much for.
But somehow, somehow, I feel that, it's not like what it used to be in the past.
I am really so sad now.
Now I know the blog post was actually random, I was like so shocked.

The tears just keep on dropping, and I found out life without you is depressing.

Guitar tomorrow, Haiz, didn't practise.
I'm gonna be so dead if miss sin tests us tomorrow.
I just don't have the mood for everything.

I hope tomorrow will be a better day and that the promise will be kept and it will not be broken ):