OK, it's coming to the end of 2007.
So according to Choonkhee, I'm supposed to do some dedications.

Firstly, I need to thank Choon Khee. I really need to thank her because without her, I wouldn't have had just must joy and amusement. She's always there for me, during the happy and sad times. Well, during the times when me and ____ (something happened), she's there to comfort me, and during that particular day, I kept _____, well, she's there to comfort me. Well, thanks for being a great friend. HAHA, I love you a lot KOH CHOON KHEE, best of friends <3 AND love you lao-po, remember the meh meh family thingy? ;)

Then I have to thank Odelia. She's always there for me when I need someone to talk to. In the morning before assembly, she will talk to me too. So... LOVE YA TOO =)

Then I want to thank Keng Hua, he's always being a very good friend and gave me such a big b'day pressie. OK, he's there for me when I need someone to talk to and chat with me when I'm bored. Pssh, he's the only primary school friend I contacted most with this year xS

Then I want to thank Bernadette and Teresa, you're the best seniors I've ever got =] Always joking ad making people laugh, remember us writing letters to each other? HAHA. And all the lunch dates? *smirks*

Then I have to thank everyone in guitar, thanks for being so friendly, I've got to know a lot more people through guitar, nice people like germaine, amusing and interesting people like phyllis and qi xiang.

Then I need to thank all the teachers who taught 1/1, thanks more making lessons interesting and ya, helping us pass all our subjects with flying colours ^^

Then I need to thank my project work group-kaili, natasha, ping en, for making all the project work meetings interesting and well, getting 80+ for project work, you people seriously rock(:

Then I need to thank tkk, haha bleah, because without him, haha, I wouldn't have motivation and goal in my life xDDDDDDDDDD

Ok ok I need to thank Angela, although I don't know you that well, but then at least we talk on msn, and you make everyone laugh like mad in class xDD Oh, I feel honoured to be your printer xDDDDDD

Then I have to thank Ashley, I knew you on the first day of school. Well, we were very close together during the orientation and for the first few weeks of school. Pretty much because we didn't knew anyone else in class =p Then well you made your own friends and I made my own friends too, but we still go home together and talk on some occasions. Well, you're my forever lovable nu er.

Then I have to thank Swee Ying, thanks for talking to me =D We sort of became best of friends during February. I really must say a big thank you for talking to choonkhee and her joining us, if not, I wouldn't have know her. Well, thanks for coming up with this Meh-Meh family thing, consisting of about 15 people in the class! >.< I didn't know our family was SO big xD Well, you're always my one and only ma-de xD

Then I have to thank Marian, although I didn't know you that well, but this few days, after the guitar practises, I found out that well, you're a very interesting and nice person. I was hoping that you could stay in guitar 1 with me forever =p, but now that miss sin changed you back to guitar 2, I'm going to cry T.T

Then I have to thank Rui Ying, well, we did share some happy moments together, like during the project we did at your house, at the meh-meh family thingy.
Well, although we aren't that close now, you're forever my 2 nu-er.

Then I have to thank Cynthia, I had fun with you during the exams period because you're just at the back xD Ok, really enjoyed assembly time with you, always watching teachers stroll down the "aisle", and then commemnting on their dress sense! HAHA. Remember the time you got so excited that you held my hand and then Mr Tan saw it and gave us a shocked face? xD That was frigging funny. Assembly time without you will be bored ): At remember all those happy times we had during our drama sleepover? =D

Then I have to thank Ping En, thanks for being such a nice person =D Although I don't really talk to you in class, but we talk during project work meetings, drama sleepover and during assembly. HAHA. Really enjoyed talking to you during assembly in the morning. Commenting on SOMEONE, which most probably everyone does xD

Took 163 home with Bernie today.
Ok, it was so awkward!
HAHAHA!
I think we talk barely 20 sentences.
HAHA.
Hmm maybe bernie did but I didn't >.<
She claimed she was going to stalk me home, so when the bus reach my stop, she really got down from the seat and wanted to alight, haha but too bad, she said she was only joking and she went back to her seat xDDDDD
So funny.

Today's guitar lesson was fun =D
Miss Sin keep smiling, means she is in a good mood, which means me and choons are in a good mood too, because this means less likely she will scold people x)
Ok, so we went into our guitar parts.
Luckily there was Marian and Jie Le =D
I can't really catch up with the speed of tico tico.
Miss Sin is going to test this thursday.
Which means I have to practise REAL hard in case she picks me.
I have a feeling she is going to pick my group!
AHHHH!~
Ok it's not that I didn't practise, I practise 1 hour everyday ok!
HMMPPH!
ahhas.
OK, then during guitar break, sweeying brought me and choonkhee out of the classroom and passed us a plastic bag, claiming that there was chocolate inside and insisted that we open it.
So choonkhee opened it and inside was a container filled with worms!
Choon shrieked.
WE got so freaked out.
Sweeying then held the container and wanted to throw the whole container of worms on me and I shrieked.
HAHA.
I was real scared.

Haha yay I found all the audition songs very nice =D
So I keep hearing them.
tralala~

I better go practise guitar now, byes =D

Ahhas.
I'm back.
Finally I can post peacefully(:
Using my aunt's laptop.
Mine is gone-case =/
It is down with virus, and I suspect the virus came from ONG KENG HUA!
Sheesh, cause me to have a terrible time and not being able to see my blog ):
Ok, 1 more week to gold coast trip.
I can't wait =D
I'm suppose to buy some stuff for some people.
HAHAHA.

Guitar CCA tomorrow.
2pm - 4.30pm.
2 1/2 hours
Will there be break?
I hope so >.<

I'm not too sure about this thing about, but if things go as planned, I'm getting married on audition tomorrow xD
Ok according to bernadette, virtual marriage is reatarded but I find it interesting!
HAHAHA.
Oh, we wanted to get married yesterday but something cropped out so yeah ):
So sad, haha, soo.... I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW ;D

I must go out with choon and then we shall go talk neoprints =D
Or else 6 days without seeing her and talking to her is like living in hell!
Maybe I can find one cyber cafe and I'll beg my mum to let me go online x)
So haha so sad ):
I won't be online from the 6th November - 11th November.
Anyone wants me to buy them anything from gold coast?
HAHA, you can leave a message at my tagboard =D

HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLE!

Last day of school today.
It was so sad ):
Last day we are meeting chloe, last school day spent with her.
Everyone brought chips and drinks to eat for a mini farewell party for chloe.
Mr Tan bought us KFC too.

Miss Shanti is leaving next year.
I'll miss her ):
I mean she's such a nice and humourous teacher who makes Literature lessons come alive!
I didn't really understand lit during the first few months, but after a few weeks, I understood what is literature and how to pass it, so yeah, I love literature because there isn't a right or wrong answer.

After the party, me and choonkhee went to Mac and ate 2 cones of ice-cream!
It was our lunch!
Oh and after that we feel like shitting!
Haha.

After that we went to "More Than Words" shop and we saw this friendship keychain.
It was really very pretty but dear choonkhee said it was too expensive and that it's metal and she doesn't like hard stuff -.-

Oh then we went to the library to read story books.
I read this story called "Crazy Love".
Very interesting =D
We left our bags aside while browsing for books and when we came back, there was a note sticking out of my bag.
The note wrote "please do not leave your belongings unattended"
HAHAHAHA.
Then we wanted to throw this note over the shelf, where there are 2 SJI boys sitting there and studying xD
But in the end well, it landed in the middle of the shelves and we didn't bother to pick it up xD

After that we have the urge to prank call people.

People whom we called
- Bernadette.
- Phyllis.
- Qi Xiang.
- Lynn.
- Germaine.
- Chloe.
- Xuan Yu.

Only Phyllis and Qi Xiang answered.
HAHA we were so convincing man!

After that we went Ichiban Sushi for dinner.
We shared a salmon set lunch or something like that.
Well, choonkhee was eating the california handroll and the seaweed couldn't break so she was tearing the handroll and it was like the predator was choonkhee and the prey was the handroll xD
haha I coldn't stop laughing man!
The bill was like $28 ++
Bleah, so paiseh I didn't have enough money to pay so I took money from choon.
MWAHAHAHA!

Then we took the bus back to school.
Oh and the open studio thingy was kinda interesting.
So many nice exhibitions =D
I get to see choonkhee's totem pole, yeah it's the 3rd time I've seen it ! xD
Ok, then we were at the parade square counting where we will be standing next year and how far we are from the flag pole.
I seriously love the first row!
You can practically see what's going on in front and stuff when you're at the first row.
Then me and choonkhee were sitting at the flag pole and chatting.
We took retarded photos xD
(no way i'm posting them here xD)

Ok anyway, at around 9pm me and choonkhee went home.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT?!?!?!
I waited at the taxi stand for 2 hours!
So I reached home at around 11:45pm
So sad lah.
I was crying down there.
HAHAHA.
Because my handphone is going flat any moment and that what if everyone called and book for a taxi then I'm the only one left alone there how?!?!
Somemore later if really handphone no battery then I cannot call anyone to come and save me!
Ok sound kinda dramatic but it's true!

Ok ok didn't really have the mood to talk to anyone on msn.
So yeah but Kenghua talked to me after that and I feel kinda hyper.
haha for no reason -.-
I seriously don't know why too.
Now that he's offline, I'm back to tired mood again xD

I miss chloe ):
1/1 '07 seriously rocks ^^
haha time past really fast.
we're going to be in 2/1 '08 next year.
So fast!!!!!
I mean it's like so fast we're in sec 2.
OMG LAH!
I still could remember the day I took my PSLE results.
HAHAHAHAHA.

Oh, I am going to fall asleep soon.
So cha cha`
good night and sweet dreams everyone(:

Supposedly,Bernadette Lee was supposed to take bus 163 home with me?
Guess what?
She somehow pangseh me and I took the bus home alone -.-

Ok we were like playing hide-and-seek, and me carrying the heavy guitar and making my pinafore slant all the way-.-

Haha never mind, back to the point, she should have waited for me at the queue thingy but she went with teresa to unknown-land and so since 163 came, I just board the bus, hoping she would chase after it.
But who knows she didn't.

Haha I feel kinda retarded walking around HDB looking for Bernadette.

Oh, we're taking the bus again this tuesday and I hope this thing will not repeat itself again.

Tomorrow's the last day of school, the last day of school which we're going to spend with dear 1/1's chairperson, chloe.
She's migrating to Perth this december.
It's so sad ):
I will miss you chloe, you must remember me and miss me too.
haha, love you lotsa.
You must always remember 1/1 '07 =D

Today is a sad sad day.
Miss sin, our guitar teacher, told us that Cheston, our 2nd guitar teacher died.
Me and choonkhee thought miss sin was only joking, but it turned out to be true.

Cheston died of a asthma attack.
That's so sad ):
His like only 21!
I mean I miss him teaching us guitar, all the good old memories...


Remember the time where we were thinking he was the KFC man, and choonkhee going up to ask him?
Remember the time where Qiqing told him that he looked like harry potter?


Bye to our dearest guitar teacher, you are missed by the sec1s. I miss your guitar lessons ):

I didn't know how much you cared, till the day I lost you.

That's so sad ):
Ok something really sad happened, because I happened to read someone's blog post.
Ok I feel so damn bad and sad ):
I cried a lot yesterday, all because I didn't know you actually cared so much.
So yah,I cried in school too.
I couldn't control & I can't stop thinking ):
So yeah, luckily Odelia & Choonkhee were there for me.
I decided to give it a try again.
I seriously can't bear to let you go.
It hurts a lot to actually forget a person you care so much for.
But somehow, somehow, I feel that, it's not like what it used to be in the past.
I am really so sad now.
Now I know the blog post was actually random, I was like so shocked.

The tears just keep on dropping, and I found out life without you is depressing.

Guitar tomorrow, Haiz, didn't practise.
I'm gonna be so dead if miss sin tests us tomorrow.
I just don't have the mood for everything.

I hope tomorrow will be a better day and that the promise will be kept and it will not be broken ):

I'm here to post.
I feel so depressed.
I can't even look at my own blog, my OWN blog!
When I want to go to my blog, the anti-virus thing say "a trojan horse was found".
Then they prevent it from attacking my com, and thus causing me not able to see my blog.
So damn pissed. Hmpf!

Maths trail today.
People in my group : Choonkhee, Hillary, Pearlene(leader).
Kinda interesting.

Me and Choonkhee are kind-nice Singaporean citizens.
There's this woman at the airport terminal 1,
she was like sitting at one of the chairs at the cafe, then her hand stick out of the railings and littered!
How mean of her!
Then she stood up and went to the washroom.
So being nice people and seeing that people littering is like not beautifying the nice and clean airport, we stood up from our seats and walked to the litter and picked them up and threw them away.
Just as we stood up after picking up the litter, the woman returned!
We were so afraid!
Because we didn't know whether she still wanted the litter.
The litter consist of onion rings and chilli sauce from BK.
Ok then we found out that it's no use fretting because she threw those stuff on the floor, so obvious it will be classfied as "litter", she wouldn't possibly want to pick it up and eat right?
AHAHAHA.

Having bad cough now.
I can feel blood in my throat, but choonkhee and odelia don't believe me :(
I drank 3 litres of water today.
I brought this uber big water bottle to school today.
Today is world record man!
I think I went to the toilet for about 10 times xD
Ok I'm being sarcastic but it's around that number ok!

Miss Sin changed me and choonkhee from guitar 2 to 1 for El Vito.
So now only Adios is guitar 2, the rest is guitar 1.
Haha so cool ^^
El Vito guitar one is easy!
I was expecting it to be tougher than guitar 2 but it turns out to be the other way around =D

Tears are falling from my eyes,

as I sit and cry at night.

blood is dripping from my heart,

as I try to write.


I have so much pain,

I'm hurt a lot,

I can't explain all this,

I'm just falling apart.


no one understands,

I don't know where to start

and I don't know where to end.


love hurts so much,

like a thousand stabbing knives,

especially when you have all this pain,

that you wish you could deny.


I'm so sore right now,

my heart is racing fast,

you told me love is happy

but now I am sitting here with all this pain,

I don't understand.

I wish U can kiss them all away

but no matter how much I try to forget about

this pain...I cant cause my heart is telling me,

the only one who can take the pain away is the

same person who gave it to U.



Tonight will be the last night .....
The last night I will relive our last time together....
Tonight will be the last night that I beg God to send you back to me....
The last night that I will criticize myself for not being what you wanted....
Tonight will be the last night that I wonder how you are...
what you are doing and who you are with......
The last night I will torment myself of thoughts of you in another's arms....
Tonight will be the last night I wonder why you are unable to love me....
The last night that I will think of myself as "unlovable."
Tonight will be the last time I cry like a wounded animal till I fall asleep....
The last night that I toss and turn with thoughts of you....
Tonight I will free myself of you...
YOU who turned and walked away without so much as a glance....
Tonight I let you go....


Seriously, thanks for everything.
Everything that happened for the past one year.
Especially all the happy moments and not really the unhappy moments.
I am really very happy to have been with you for one year.
Exactly one year...
But now here you are leaving me with all the pain and sorrow.
Nothing can ever replace the hole u made in my heart, the amount of pain you inflicted on me.
I shouldn't have made the promise with you after PSLE, knowing that this will not come to a good conclusion.
It was so foolish of me to have like you and to make the promise.
The 2 poems above are dedicated for you...

CIP date with clique today ;D
Ok actually we couldn't get a slot.
So a long story, blah blah blah then the person let me and hillary and no one else to go cip only :(
so sad choon & odelia couldn't do cip till 5pm :(
I feel so sad for them.

Anyway, before going to school to wait for choon and odelia, me and hillary went to pet lovers' centre again!
It's been the third time in this week!
Haha! The shop-keeper even recognised us!
Ok this is so retarded-.-

So at 2pm, me and hillary went to do CIP while odelia and choonkhee went reading at the teens zone =/

After that around 5pm i had a dirrohoea so yeah :(
At 6pm we stop CIP because my hand was aching and hillary was feeling giddy after playing audition till 5am =.=
Then we went to borrow some books.
And we waited at the library till 7pm and we went mac to eat dinner ;D
Me and choon had macwings while odelia didn't had anything and hillary had fillet o fish (:
Odelia ate all my fries!
So I ate choon's xD
After that me and choon shouted "LOOK! It's that st. pats guy again"
Indeed indeed odelia and hillary immediately looked!
Haha and hillary was like "where?where?where?wheerreee?wheeeerreeee?"
Haha and we repeated that trick for 3 times and all three times hillary keep replying "wheeeerreeee?"
She must love that st pats. guy very much ;D
Haha!

OK that was so damn funny.
And I keep dripping the mcflurry ice=cream on my pinafore!
HMPF!
And hillary said I sounded like a horse -.-
Oh and when I was waiting for the taxi at the taxi stand,there was this super big cockroach with wings!
I was praying so hard wishing that the taxi will come straight away!
But then it kept coming towards me and I keep retreating back!
HAHA!
Luckily the dear taxi came :D
I love you taxi-uncle for saving my life. hehes ;D

Breakfast date with clique today ;D

OK, seriously have nothing to say.

Oh yah oh yah!
Exams are over and I feel so high and happy ;D

I declare I adopted a daughter called Koh Choon Khee on monday.
I hereby love her with all my heart and she will forever be my daughter xD

I can't belive you lied!
Never am I going to believe you anymore.
I shall beat you in exams till you die!

What kind of friend am I?
Then what kind of friend are you?
A friend who lies to everyone and act as if you're so innocent?

This is really getting me up to my nerves.
I'm telling you all this could have happened is all because of her.
Freaking her, scram and get out of our lives.
I want back the normal lives and friendship me and her had before you came!