It's been a long time since a posted.
Yeah.
PSLE is coming soon.
In 4 days time.
Oh craps.
I am very anxious and excited and worried.

Was sick on Monday.
So I skipped school<3
But it turned out that the class photo came!...
That was what I wanted badly.

The class photo was kinda cute.
The background was liked cut off?!?!

Yesterday was family night.
I went and many unexpected things happened.
It was kinda fun too.
I saw Dillon's mother and I was like "OMG!" She was so pretty.
I thought she was in her later 30s.
But it turned out that she was in her early 40s.
And Mei stepped on a honey sweet?!?!
And her shoes were sticky?!?!


Sorry to Mei for copying her post's style.
And wish everyone especially leroy,mei,fyon,kelly,huimin,yingjie,junwei,keatkee,dillon and kenghua that they pass their PSLE with flying colours.

I calculated my PSLE prelim marks.
I got 241/300 for t-score.
Overall was 322/400.
I was kinda happy because I was allowed to add 3 marks to my t-score.
Because I got distinction for higher chinese<3
With this t-score,I still cannot get into Anderson.
My goal is to get into Cedar.
My mother wished I could go there.
But their t-score was veryhigh.

Not going to go online on MSN and not posting after this.
Will be doing so all after PSLE-10th October 2006.
Because I got Higher Chinese exams.
Not like the rest who can play on the 9th October 2006>3

Heylos all! It's been a LONG time since I posted. This week, many things happened.

On thursday,the chinese teacher changed keatkee's row and Fyon's row. So now he during chinese he is sitting on the front left of me.

Yesterday,he borrowed stapler from me. Can't really think of what happened this week.

Oh ya. Updates for my PSLE preliminary marks. English->75/100(A), Maths->88/100(A), Science->66.5/100(B) and Chinese->92/100(A*). Haix, my maths can reach A* want! Need only 3 more marks. ARh!!! I don't know why my Science deproved so much. Maybe I played too much computer le barhx. I am now officially banned form computer. Except for weekends which I am free<3.

Anyway, juzt bought Tsubasa Reservoir Cronicles Volume 1 and 2.

Omg. I am sick. I have a sore throat. It hurts very badly.

Anyway,we are playing family game. The daddy is Dillon,mummy is Mei,younger brother is Leroy,2nd older sister is ME<3 and oldest sister is Fyon<3

Today we had our PSLE listening comprehension and after that at 1pm to 3pm we had Higher Chinese.

Today keatkee was behind me while we were lining up in the hall, then Wei Le and Alan was pestering keatkee to move up and he did not...phew<3 Then the ye lao shi called me to move back and keatkee's bag was sort of keep sliding and hitting me?!?!

When we went to our classroom, he was sitting in front of me. Btw, while walking to the classroom, he kicked my leg for 2 times and I STARED at him and he said"sorry la" for the first time then "sorry sorry sorry" for the second time. Haha<3

I told kenghua in msn yesterday that today I will sit next to him and today...TADA...he really sit next to me,haha...

I wanna thanks leroy for lending me his Tsubasa Reservoir Cronicles volume 10 and 11 and Mei for lending me the W.I.T.C.H comic book. I am now in the world of Tsubasa,haha<3...I am going to buy Tsubasa Reservoir Cronicles volume 1 and 2(maybe 3 too.) tomorrow after my tuition. It is so expensive, my piggy bank is going to be SO much lighter.

And as usual, rumours really spreaded today. Alan go say wad I am pregnant with keatkee's child?!?! I was like OMG, impossible la. I almost punched weile and alan. Not for keatkee who always told me to CHILL...Alan and weile would have become pandas<3

I know I kept denying that I like keatkee, I don't need you to lecture me. LEROY LIM YONG SHUN. So what if I posted that poem? It's MY blog so I have the freedom to post WHATEVER I want.I also have the FREEDOM to post whatever song I like. If you don't like the song, you can just switch off the volume and not say that the song is irritating ok! I find the song NICE and MEANINGFUl ok!

About keatkee, I only wanted rumours to stop as they are very irritating. I know all of you kept saying that I don't like him and wanted an answer right? I can say that all of you are very lame and irritaing. So what if I like keatkee, is it your business? No it's not. So what if he don't like me? As if I cared about it. He may change his mind aone day but I know that it is impossible. Have you ever heard this phrase"miracles could happen"? Miracles COULD happen. For example a paralysed person who has been bed-ridden for 2 years, maybe of his will and determination, he too one day could standand walk. God gave miracles. God is very fair. If you believe you can do it, it will surely happen. So don't give up. That is the type of thinking i treat keatkee now. Sheer determination could lead to miracles. So stop pestering me about me loving keatkee or keatkee loving me. It is my personal things. I have privacy. I no need you to help me in what MATCHMAKING. Even if we got the same marks, it is God's choice. We can't even decide what kind of marks we want. So for goodness sake, mind your business and don't care about me. Just treat me as invisible or pretend I was never included in your memory. I also no need YOU to call Mekko and Yingying to arrange what Flag Raising together ok!? If really God wants the both of us to be together, no need you to arrange and God will arrange everything ready for the both of us. Obstacles for us to overcome. We may fail or we may pass, we may get together in the end or only become good friends, this is all God's will. Our path has already been designated, we can't change it. I have think it already. I am only 12 years old. A 12 year old girl's mind should concentrate on studies and preparation for PSLE. Relationships should wait till the both of us are mature. Maybe at the age of 21 years old.

I knew I've hurt many people this year just because of TAN KEATKEE. I know Chin and Leroy are very KIND in trying to matchmake the both of us. Even Mrs Ratna have been trying to help the both of us get together. But I hope please all of you for goodness sake stop it. I am pissed off by it already.I have got hurt too. In friendship. I have almost lost 2 good friends because of keatkee. I don't really wish it would really happen.

Why must he be in the same class as me? Why must he leave a deep cut in my memories and heart? Why must he exist in this world? Or maybe I should be the one who should not exist. Why? Can anyone tell me why?...

Everyone has been disliking me. I know. Because all of you think you don't hold a place in my heart and I cared too much about the boys and the boys are much more precious than all of you. I know I cared more about the boys. The reason is because I can talk more to boys. I think I can pour all my feelings on a boy because they are less emotional and they are a very good listener. Boys can listen to me talk for hours but girls will think I am crazy and irritating. You may think I am wrong but to me this is a true fact. The truth is because I don't have fatherly love for long. I only had it for 3 years. I have a sense of loss because all of you have a father to talk and share your feelings with but I don't have. That's the reason why I have always been talking to boys. I know you may think this is a lame excuse but to me, this is the REAL reason why I've been always talking to boys.

Everyone also thinks I am not chio, not cute, not FEMINE enough, not GENTLE enough like HER. I agree she is those gentle type, but pls don't act chio. You are those gentle type so go be those gentle type and not those chio type. Chio types are like fyon and jolene. Your hairstyle really doesn't suits you. Sorry and really sorry to say that. Plus you tie two short ponytails, eveyone has been calling you strawberry angel. Ya la ya la, everyone nows likes you. I looks so akward and I am so jealous. I looks like a BEAST standing next to a ANGEL. I am fierce, not clever, no pretty. I know, but all of you no need to keep praising her want right? I have pride too ok. I will be jealous want ok! All of you don't even care about me. I will be sad ok.

By the way, you don't need to keep looking at me in class ok. It will make me think that you like me. And your new hairstyle looks so funny. You and kenghua. It makes me want to laugh.

You suddenly told me you like me again. I cannot take the shock. I knew I had once LIKED you for a month. You told me now suddenly that you are fond of me. For a while I cannot take the shock. I mean what am I so good about? They are so many people in our class who is more good looking, CHIO and clever. Sorry but I choose to reject you. I know I will hurt you once more if I accept you. I'm sorry...

I have written very long. I want to cry. Nobody ever concerns about me. Today we had our PSLE prelim english. It was tough. The tougher the better, it trains us. I have written very long, I hope you get the message I am trying to convey to all of you. Sorry for letting you read so much. Sorry to Mei,Fyon,Chin and Leroy. Very sorry to Keatkee and Kenghua and "HER" for insulting the three of you. You should know who I am reffering to. Sorry for letting all of you read my feelings. A mixture of jealousy,hatred and love. SORRY and very SORRY to all of you>3...

Hmm...looks like Fyon is very OVERBOARD hor...Hehe,she is going to get it from me tomorrow in school<3

Oh...the PROUD PERSON won. If I said the person's name,Fyon will be ANGRY with me. So I better be safe than sorry. Went to J8 to eat Sakae Sushi yesterday with my cousins. Mmm,yum yum<3

Oh crepps. Tomorrow is PSLE prelim. Luckily I studied so hard today. My goal is to beat Yingjie,but I know that is impossible.So now I think if I can beat Teochin or Dillon,I MAY be able to beat Yingjie<3 Yingjie is SOOO clever,it is so difficult to beat her>3...

May not be able to post that often and go online le...Boo hoo>3 I've decided to study hard because after PSLE got 3 months to play<3

Was sick today. Had a slight fever today. Slept till 12 today. Why must I fall sick on such a critical time...

Today was a boring day. Congrats to Keatkee for going into the finals for his badminton tournament<3

hehe. Sneak and used the computer this afternoon. Used for 3and half hours. Omg! 3 more days to PSLE prelim... Good luck to all the ppl who is doing PSLE this year<3....gtg study,cya!

How can I tell you what I feel for you?
When I think of you my feelings twist inside
As if someone's fist reached in and grabbed a few,
And turned and turned them tight and tangled.
I've tried somehow to say: You're the sun in my sky,
The wind that takes me where I want to go,
The sweet incense that makes me feel so high
That loving you seems all I need to know.
But it all sticks in my throat!
It sounds too cute,
Empty as a wrinkled paper bag.
You won't believe it!
Better I stay mute
Than offer you cliches that make you gag.
And yet I wish to tell you of my love,
If only love its own locks would remove!

Yipee! today was the last day of supplementry! Hehe. I think you are puzzled why I can post so early today??!!!

That is because I cleverly took the nail filer and pick-open the lock! Yay!

Now concentrating on Maple story. I got a character whose job is warrior and level 16 which is going to 17 soon and a bowman which is level 22 which is also going to level 23...Hehe...obssessed over maple now?!?! Maybe i should say yeah....

Maybe later my mother founds out that I pick-open the lock and she will kill me X) ....*Wish Wish* Hope my inquisitive grandmother will not tell my mother. But I have a very good reason<3 I did finish all my homework before I on the computer. Hehe....actually is on the computer first,change status den go do homework<3

28 more days to PSLE...did anyone notice that I put a countdown counter under my profile....u sroll all the way down. Maybe will stop paying computer starting from next week because next week is PSLE prelim. Haix...time passes so fast when you are still enjoying...

CoNgRaTs To KeAtKeE foR wInNiNg!!! If He WoN, hE nEeDs NoT dO pUsH-uP iN tHe CaNtEeN iN sChOoL tOmOrRow!!

ToMoRrOw GoT cHiNeSe SuPpLeMeNtRy....DeN tHaTs ThE eNd Of SuPpLeMeNtRy!!!
BuT tHeN nExT wEek Is PrElIm!!! OmGoSh! GtG sTuDy Le...SaYoNaRa!

HaD sUpPleMeNtrY toDay. It waS so BorIng,WitH tOns oF hOmeWorK oN oUr TabLe!!!

~NoThInG tO tAlK aBouT tOday~

P.S. I sUsPeCt A bOy LiKes Me=x

ToMoRrOw KeAtKeE hAs BaDmInTon ToUrNaMeNt...So JuZ wAnNa WiSh HiM gOoD lUcK!<3

Yepps! WeNt To AdOrA's HsE tO pLaY!! WhEe! ShO FuN! ShE oN tHe BlAcK eYe PeAs And PuSsYcAt DoLlS sOnG aNd ShE tAuGhT mE sOmE dAnCe StEpS! WoAh...

ToDaY wAs A BoRiNg DaY...WoKe Up At 0930 AnD sTaRtEd ReAdInG nEwSpApEr AnD tHeN HOMEWORK TIME! ArH,I HaTe It Mann!

PrElIm CoMiNg SoOn...No ChOiCe HaD tO sTuDy ShO hArD...

OhH...I mAdE a WeIrD pAtTeRn WiTh My WoRds...LeArNt ThIs PaTtErN fRoM LeRoY...

YaWnS....sO tIrEd...GtG sLeEp AlReAdY bEcAuSe ToMoRrOw GoT sUpPleMeNtRy....CyA aNd HaVe A gOoD nIgHt SlEeP....ZZZzzzZZZzzz<3

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!

Had barbeque today as celebration for teachers' day cum my aunt birhtday which falls on teachers' day and she is now a tutor! At 5.30 we set off to the sence and at about 6 den we start a fire. At about 6.15 food was ready. Den suddenly Jonas(my cousin) shouted "BINGSHEN!" ... Then I was liked oh...so shocked that he suddenly appeared??!!

Fyon was liked angry with me so now I decided to choose friendship instead of relationship. So now I herby I dun like TAN KEATKEE! If I happened to talk about him in front of you,pls remind me as I always forget. Thanks for yr cooperation.

Haix....Leroy is sick,juz wish that he get well soon. Yawns...so tired...gtg sleep le,sayonara!