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Happy 15th Birthday Choonkhee !

Hey girl, it has been a smashing 3 year in IJ with you (:
Today it's the 15th year you are born on earth, you should be proud of it !
Don't keep saying it's nothing special to you )):

& the long and anticipated surprise I've been spending on for the past 3 days is actually this video :D
Sorry lahs, I know it's not nice and so maple-ish ):
But remember I sacrificed my sleeping time doing this for you lor /pfft. :D
So, happy birthday bestf, lewser, newb, chewing, bing you & all the lamezxzx nicknames I created for you :D
Heehees, tomorrow, opps in fact in 6 hours time, we're going to play for morning assembly together, woohoo! xD
Okies pokies, the video is below (:

Shall post (:

Went out with Hillay yesterday :D
Went suntec and then we went cathay to watch 'Monsters VS Aliens' because apparently her mum's company had booked the whole theatre, thus we got free tickets xD
Skip skip skip :D [skip as in skip what's happening, not literally the action skip]
Was happy because I met many people :D

Today in school was total boredom.
Had lessons -__-
During A.Math, i was practically dozing off and chunji literally hit me hard to wake me up. Thanks ah choon ;D
During E.Math, there was this bee flying around me and chunji & the toopid bee didn't want to stop flying towards us, and I squeaked when it flew to me and the whole class stared at me, LOL :X

Miss Chong: what's happening ?!
Chunji : there's a bee
Miss Chong : If you see a bee(sound of B), I see sea(sound of C)
Kelly : Huh ?
Miss Chong : Aiyo you don't get the joke ah.

Ahhas, joke of the day -.- :X
After that was guitar :DD
Was hyperventilating because of the pink book -__-
Then toopid chunji keep wanting to pee because she was nervous, LOL -.-
Turns out Miss Sin didn' test and Mdm Hong gave us a new pink book :D
Thanks Mdm Hong, ily hahas :X
The 'Waltz' song was so damn nice :D
Anyway wants to hear pls RSVP hahas , just joking -__-

& it's 6 days more to our 7th month and I miss you )):

the much anticipated SIMS 3 is finally coming out soon ! ;D
I want it )):
So it adds up to my SIMS 1 & 2 collection, plus the game is fun fun fun :D
But it's $56.90 :O
Compared to the $50 SIMS 2, it's more expensive -.-"
But still, I want it D:
But my mama says no because of my pathetic SA1 results ):

IJ Fiesta tomorrow, taking bus with chunji once again ;D
Oh since there's guitar on monday, my dental appointment is postponed, which means I will have more time with my darling braces <3

Sec 3 retreat today.
It was fun ;D
Although I confess I fell asleep at some parts x_x
plus my stomach was grumbling non-stop =/
This year's retreat wasn't those that make you teary and repent over your mistakes but they teach you moral values.
So I've learn to be a better IJ girl ;D

Guitar after school.
Learnt all the plucking methods all over again ):
I reminds me of sec2, where we had to learn all these =/
& Miss Sin is going to do the pink book where they teach you how to play solo and she's going to test 'Waltz' on monday + school song.
This equates to dying because apparently me and chunji had OM during that period where they went through the blue and pink book, so actually we don't even have the basics, we just faked through everytime she tests ):
I'm scaaaaaaared.
Guitar makes someone high :D
It works better than chocolates (:
Me and chunji were high-ing to our maximum point after school :D


Oh crap, it's a.math paper results tomorrow ):

Because I'm not smart, I'm stupid.
Because I'm not your lil girl, I'm a devil to you.
Why can't you just give up on me, go find some daughter which will give you A1s and make everyone happy?
I can just die, I will literally die so you all will have peace.
Go adopt some other daughter then, I'm useless afterall.
I can't possibly be your good lil daughter which will study all day long and give you A1s.
Since you always said you've given up on me, why can't you just seriously give up and dump me.

they said that time will dry the tears...

Having a mum who doesn't understands you, who actually degrades her own daughter sucks.
Why can't she ever understand?
Why must history repeat itself again and again?
Why don't you understand my needs?
Don't you love me anymore? ):

Okays.
Shall blog :D
New terms of the day : chunji - bing you (hokkien for friend) while she called me lao hia (hokkien for laoshiong) O:

After bing you finished bathing, we stayed at her house to watch tv and played her games in her iPhone.
Then we bus-ed to J8 to eat macs and walked around J8.
That bing you was high-ing by herself by going "lao HIAAA" (in high pitch) :O
Then we went library to read magazines.
Bus-ed back after that :D

Watched boys over flowers on channel U.
hehs, it's a nice show and yes !
The guy is SOOOOOOOOOO hooot <3

Wheee :D
I'm at chunji's house now and I'm using her laptop ! :D

Was supposed to go East Coast Park as planned, but according to the weather forecast, they said that it will rain at 5pm-11pm, so we decided to go Bishan Park to cycle :D
Hehs so fun to watch chunji cycle :)
& we're planning on going swimming together some day, pwahahaha xD
Then dear chunji wanted to bathe so we went to her house and she's lending me her laptop now :D
Omg her bed is like HUGEEE :O
Going to J8 to eat dinner with her soon xD
Toodles~

Till I Get Over You-Christina Milian

Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I'm with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain, every time I hear your name

The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be,
'til I get over you

Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can't escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here

When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go

bored.
pissed.
the weather's warm.
life's boring.
there's not nice show / movie to watch on tv now.
Shall I re-watch the coffin online again?
But there's no one to watch with me, it's gonna be boring ):

had some skipping lesson thingy in school today.
hahas, it was fun :D

Okays, finally end of exams :D
A.math was a killer =/

Went out with jiele,phyllis,qixiang & xinyi after a.math paper.
Went to j8 to watch "17 again" :D
It was a nice movie (:
Wanted to take bus 59 back to school but then apparently phyllis thought there was bus 59 at that bus stop and no one saw the bus stop signs, so we waited there like toots until 88 came and we realised there isn't bus 59 at that bus stop, so we rushed onto the 88 :O
Wanted to go back to school to play badminton, but then the drinks stall uncle closed already, so we slacked at tpy hub instead.
Went to macs for dinner.
Talked about pervertic disgusting rated stuff :x
Hahas, had fun slacking with them :D

Suddenly, all our happy memories flashed back & I'm missing you all over again ):

Screw a.math .
Screw myself for being so stupid .
Why can't I get logarithms or surds?
It's deemed.
I'm gonna fail a.math ):
But wait, do last minute revision work? :D
No , maybe not =/
It's time to drown in the sorrows of the 2 1/2hr a.math paper later.
Maybe I'll go bonkers and tear the paper into pieces later O: O:
Shall post later about the paper, toodles~

Dear god, please let my pass my a.math paper.
I'll promise, I'll be your sweet lil girl ):

/Edit ; 5.42am.
Zomg, it's getting nearer, I'm scared ! D:
HOOOOOOW !
I still don't understand logs and surds.
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE ! ):

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY HILLARY ♥

Hope you like this :D
Although you're on the phone with me now, hahahhas :D

HAPPY MAMA'S DAY ! ♥

Went vivo with choonji today :D
Slacked there and yes , we did retarded things.
On the way there, I was super duper high so she stood like and while I was there like a clown -___-
Went candy empire to buy ... OBVIOUSLY CHOCOLATES ! :DDD
Dinner at macs.
Oh and thanks chunji for being so sacrifical and sacrifice her chicken wing and gave it to me ((:
On the way back home, I embarassed chunji in front of a guy whom she always see in the morning on the way to school, heehees *smirks*

PICTURES :D

Chunji & me ; ohmygosh we look so reluctant in this picture, hahas.


The ice kachang we shared & I made a hole in it ; this is sure solid ice O:


Chunji looks so abstract here !

& everything's over, i hate you now...

Happy 15th birthday keatkee [:

& it's three more papers to go till freedom :D

saw our pictures and I'm missing you once again, ily =/ 31`1o`08 ♥

Cos I'm sorry...

Need serious help in physics now, please find me on msn. tqvm.

Removed plurk.
In case someone say I copy them.

Anyway, doesn't really bother and affect me (:
I'm so high now that I can fly (:

Hahs, it's hillarious you never manage to find out and see through who are the ones who are actually backstabbing you at the back?
Oh grow up kid, trying to make me scared?
But well, I will never be scared because I'm not guilty conscience.
Just a slight comment, be aware of the people around you as they might not be what they seem to you (:
P.s. , anyone who is reading this, I'm not referring to you.
It's someone none of you know who she is (:

See, so pro . O:




I've been trying to hint to you many times, but each time, you just didn't get the hint. I'm disappointed.

Screwed up higher chinese.
Rushed through the last comprehension.
I mean like wth the answers are all so frigging long, 2hrs is not enough lahs.
At least 3 hours manzxzx :X

Ate KFC ; party of 6 with phyllis,jiele,choonji,qixiang and xinyi.
Then we went to the HDB hub's toilet to take pictures.
One woman walked in and saw us and laughed at us, ahhas, so embarassing -.-
Pictures!





Found the song of the movie we have been watching during english lessons.
Title of movie : Taare Zameen Par (in eng: ever child is special)
Title of song : Meri Maa .
Official website : http://www.taarezameenpar.com/
English translation of the song : http://www.taarezameenpar.com/track5.htm

Basically it's an indian movie which shows the life of a young boy who has dyslexia.
The song is about the boy missing his mum.

English paper today.
I screwed up totally because I fell asleep during both papers -__-
Feel so pathetic, can't even control myself from falling asleep =/

hehs, ily ! :x

A silver for SYF. =/

You can't expect me to smile and pretend that everything's okay because apparently it's not.
Just don't understand why some people can't zi dong yi dian.
We all put in a lot of effort too yeah ?
Okays, let's be frank.
I cried okay?


Oh and happy birthday natpoh [:

SYF today.
I think we rock :D
saw Emily there, hahas ;D
Results out tomorrow at 3pm + , so stop asking -__-

Okays bye, discussing geography project now =/
[below is my own rants, please do not continue reading if you hate my rants]
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Oh and I had a nose-bleed during a.math today.
Apparently I sneezed and one of the veins snapped which caused it to bleed and now my nose hurt like shitzxzz O:

Lazy to post.
Nothing to post about.
Shall not post till I feel like posting O:

Exams are coming, don't feel like studying =/
Actually no matter how much I study, I can't be AS SMART AS SOME PEOPLE.
So why bother? =/

Don't understand why some people just irks me, just fck off please? -.-

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY NIGEL :D
I remembered you told me your chinese name was lalas :X
LOL -__-
15 years old le uhh,lao le , don't so childish le :X

School's horrid, fcuk you beetch -.-
E.math mock paper tomorrow, shall go study now. toodles peeps ! :D

I've decided to MIA from blogging till exams are over and I will only blog super duper important events (:

Post a quick one.

Had a horrible stomachache in school today, popped in two panadols.
Thanks uh "darling" jiele for your powderful panadol *smirks*
Sat with her in class today,she's retardeee :X
Go draw a tatoo on my hand , and still go write "from ck" -.-

Went library with hillary after that, ate swensens for dinner.
Came home, had a horrible stomachache again, so I ate my stomachache medicine -.-
Damn stressed -__-
[okays sorry I'm ranting, don't read if you don't want to =/ ]
So much homework today.

1) A.Math assignment.
2) 3 SS essays.
3) 2 physics past year papers.
4) Physics chapter practise.

So freaking effing pissed.
My aunts rather watch their tv show than help me with my a.math homework ):
eff them. :X
& I got pissed and burst into tears -.-
SORRY FOR THE RANTS DDD:
PMS-ing luhh, cos you know luhh, THAT came -.-

Anyway, early well wishes.

Happy 15th birthday Nigel :D
& happy 6 months <3>

Happy 3rd month , meimei <3
Happy 15th birthday to Elizabeth :D (I can post it now because apparently the whole class knows already :X )

& it's one of those horrible suckish emoish day -.-
forks the world -.-

I'm procrastinating (:
Still have kou shi to prepare, phyiscs wksheet, literature passage-based, IJ 2007 E.math paper, E.math assignment 2.
Zomg, I just realised there's seriously a lot -.-
Shall post about school :D

During geography, natpoh was putting her contact lens into her eyes.
Miss Yip walked to her table.

Miss Yip: Why are you crying? Are you alright?
Natpoh: No I'm not!
Miss Yip (looks at me): You bully her is it that's why she's crying? *stern look*
Me: I never !
Natpoh: No I'm not crying !
Miss Yip: Are you sure you are alright? You're not being bullied? Do you want to change seats? Do you want me to punish her(referring to me)?
Natpoh: No I'm alright!
Miss Yip: *looks at my worried look* Okays you know I was only joking. *smiles to us*

Rofl, so retarded -.-
Then after the volunteers drew the diagrams of the coast,

Miss Yip: Eh the girl who makes people cry, what's your name?
Me: *turns back to look at her* Huh me? Bao yi.
Miss Yip: Huh? louder please.
Me: BAO YI !
Miss Yip: oh okays bao yi and the girl that cried, what's your name?
Natpoh: Natalie.
Miss Yip: Okays later bao yi and natalie will explain to us what the diagrams mean.

-finish explaining-

Miss Yip: Okays you two now go back and shake hands and be friends back again.
Me and Natpoh: *wth look?*

That's so lamezxz ._.

Since it's free cone day from ben n jerry's and our class ended at 1pm today, when the bell rang, Miss Nander didn't allow us to be released until we finish all the questions inside the textbook, and coincidentally she picked chewing to answer the last question and everyone was pressurizing her to answer the question correctly then it's either she spoke too soft or it's the wrong answer, thus Miss Nandar kept dragging on and on.
The 3/5 people were all standing outside our classroom watching a good show through the windows.
Then when chewing answered the correct answer, everyone cheered and rushed off.

Hahs okays that's all for now.
oh &
Grats to CHIJ Choir on getting Gold for SYF (:

OMG !
The philippines picture !
With woodlands secondary, LOL :X

Jieleing uh, which is ur toilet guy uh? *smirks*



LOL, it's so yin and yang -.-

Went to see a doctor yesterday.
It wasn't food poisoning at all (:
Some intestines thingy -.-
& the doctor said if I come a little later to see him, I might have vommited.
Hahas.

Was falling asleep during a.math yesterday.
Now I don't understand the ln thingy O:
Yesterday was the last day of physics remmedial D:
Had some cartoonist teaching us how to draw cartoons during assembly.
Went to eat ice-cream with choons after school.
I think fridays ice-cream are nice, but not on any other days.
[it's proven ! :D ]

Time to study chem, bye darlings :D

Grats to IJ dance ensemble on getting gold with honours for SYF :D
&
exactly 3 more months to my b`day x)

I think I'm having food poisoning from the seafood hor fun I ate at the hongkong cafe me and hillary went just now -.-

Anyway, so coincidental can !
Choonji and I are playing for morning assembly together on her b`day ! :D
;hehe (plans a surprise xD)

School's boring.
I feel like pon-ing school tomorrow O:
My stomach hurts -__-
Okays I'll be nice and go to school for the sake of CHUNJI (see I'm so sacrificial :D )

Time to chiong a.math homework, bye peepos and iBLESSyou xD

Finished all my previous blog posts.
Once again, it shows the childish side of me.
I miss EP, I miss 2/1 '08 ...
Chionging lit passage based with chunji now :D

I love my peachy (:




Stole this from chunji's blog :X
See our height difference, it's getting smaller ! Wooohooo xD
Okays I tiptoe-ed ):
This was taken last saturday when my ripples sandals broke.
Then I was taking the staple to staple the broken part to the shoe hahahs -.-
But then while walking halfway, it broke again O:
And I had to stand somewhere to wait for chunji to help me buy a sandals.
& she went watson to buy me some ahlian sandals LOL.
But it's nice okays ! She agreed too :D
Thanks ah chunji :D *wink wink*
Moral for the day : expensive sandals' quality sucks but cheap sandals are comfy (except for the part that it's rubberized) and they don't break.

urgh, horrible horrible horrible D:
My heart hurts , as in literally hurts badly ._.
I haven't finish my e.math .
I haven't finish the international friendship day gift.
I need sleep, I'm tired and giddy and hungry ):

School's fun :D
Before school started, was "bickering" with jiele O:
Assembly, talk about easter week and international friendship day week.
After that, there was the international friendship day dance.
Danced with the class and we had to go around dancing with different people in our class xD
After that was a.math =/
Didn't understand a single thing Mrs Khoo was talking about (:
Then the school gave each of us hot-crossed buns to remind us about Jesus (am I right? :X )
Wanted to eat them during a.math lesson because I was damn hungry but they didn't give out and I was telling natpoh how hungry I was and that my stomach was grumbling -.-
During recess, 5 mins before chem, chunji, jiele, phyllis and I were chit-chatting.

Jiele: Eh choonkheea ah why alicia's blog got your ah-lian pict ah?
Choonkhee : Huh? Olympic?(ah-lian pict)
Everyone : *laughs*

After school, stayed in class with alicia xiaomeimei to do homework and gossiped [:
Halfway, we went 7-11 to buy sweets.
We bought the super sour sweets and we went back to class to "dare" each other to eat O:
They were seriously damm sour -.-
After that, went to pizza hut to eat dinner with chunji.
Rushed to thomson plaza for dental, pink braces :D (my last month with braces )): )

How i wish I have a father or an older brother to protect me and be there for me ...

Went to watch Hotel for Dogs and Confessions of a Shopaholic with Hillary and Huikhin today :D
We were late for hotel for dogs movie though.
The movie is very nice because there are animals everywhere in the show xD
The girl so chio :x
Some parts of the show were sad, I was crying -.-
After the show, we went to watch confessions of a shopaholic.
As in was the same theatre, we said "aiyah let's sit here lahs since same theatre".
But we decided to go out since the people had to clean the place =/
As for confessions of a shopaholic movie, we sat in the same row again, but this time, at the other end xD
The girl seriously spends money like it's water -.-
Hillarious movie [:

After that, we went bunk :x
Then we had hong kong food at plaza sing, that hillary is seriously crazy over hongkong food -.-
They charged a plate of food less, so we hurried paid the bill and ran off xD

P.s, thanks huikhin for booking the tickets for us and sorry for being late D:

School this week was okay though , except for the horrible english lessons .
Had guitar on monday, and for tuesday, it was the best day ever :D
Miss Nandar and Miss Yip didn't come, which means the periods after recess were freeee :D
But well, we took the period to do the class's recycling box. We used to leftover wall paint and there wasn't any paintbrush, thus we used folded newspapers to paint.
While painting halfway, Rina accidentally touched the newspaper on my blouse and it has a big patch of green now. It's not washable fyi since it's wall paint.
After finish painting the whole box, our hands were all stained with green paint.
So Choon, julyn and I went around look for the cleaners to ask for thinner, but apparently all of them disappeared, so we went to the general office and the lady there told us to go the science lab O:
When we went to the science lab, the kind kind lab assistant gave us some acid thing O:
It has a cool feeling to the touch but it stinks your nose, so the three of us were coughing while cleaning our hands :x
Well, my hands are clean now, but not for my nails and they're still green ._.

Guitar as usual on wednesday, as there were too much homework, choon and I did our homework while having dinner O:
By the time we went home, it's alright 8 plus -.-
Oh and we had our 2.4km trial run, and well I passed :X 17mins plus, okays lahs I know I'm slow ._.

Thursday, which was yesterday, Xie lao shi went for basketball match, so we had 2 free periods xD
But we had to do the worksheet which calls us to reflect on the passage -.-
Can't remember what it's called, hou gan I think :S
After school, went to the library with hillary.
Had lunch with her at sakae sushi and we sat natpoh the awesome desk partner and she scared me but tapping on my shoulder -__-
We slacked and talked a lot xD
Pictures to post :D


oh, and that's hillary O:


my dog and I :D it's a nice shot because he looked into the camera :D:D [sorry for the unglam leg at the back, that was my aunt's :X ]


o_o what's with that ghostly hand touching choonji's pinafore O: xD


The suposedly look a lot like jay chou guy ! Pssh, it's the one in black, not white ! -.-"


Last but not least, the 3/6 '09 guitar peeps :D It's blur because we were trying to take the picture on the escalator and in order to do so, we took the escalator up and down xD

Found this story online :]

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went on a trip with a club; I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I decided to confess my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him, but by his side were many other girls. To me, he was the only one. But to him, maybe I was just another girl.
“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.

“I can’t.”

“Why? Do you need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me.

“No, I’m going to meet up with a friend.”

He was always like that. He met girls in front of me like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word “love” only came out of my mouth. Ever since I knew him, I’ve never heard him say, “I love you” before. For us, there was no such thing as anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued until 100 to 200 days. Every day, before we’d say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll. He did this every day, without fail and I didn’t know why.

Then, one day…

“Um, Jin…I…”

“What? Don’t drag. Just say it.”

“I love you.”

“You, um…just take this doll and go home.”

That was how he ignored my three words—he just handed the doll to me. Then he disappeared, as if he was running away from me. The dolls that I received from him filled my room, one by one. Then one day, my 15th birthday came. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him and so I stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But lunch passed, and so did dinner. Soon, the sky was dark and he still didn’t call. It was tiring to look at the phone. Then around 2 am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me up. He told me to come out of the house. I felt happy and ran out as quickly as I could.

“Jin!”

“Here, take this doll.”

Again, Jin gave me a little doll.

“…What’s this?”

“I didn’t give it to you yesterday so I’m giving it to you now. Well, I’m going home now. Goodbye.”

“Wait! Do you know what today is?”

“Today?”

I felt so sad and disappointed. I was sure that he would at least remember my birthday. But Jin simply turned around and walked away like nothing had happened. Then I shouted,

“Wait!”

“What, you have something to say?” Jin turned around and faced me.

“Tell me you love me.” I said.

“What?”

“Tell me!”

I was hoping that Jin would say the words, but he said some cold words instead,

“I don’t want to say “I love you” so easily. If you are so desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”

That is what he said. And then he ran off. My legs felt numb and I collapsed, flopping down onto the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily. How could he? I felt that maybe he wasn’t the right guy for me. After that day, I stranded myself at home, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. Instead, he continued giving me a little doll every morning outside of my house. That’s how all those dolls piled up in my room. After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But my pain resurfaced when I saw him on the street with another girl. He had a smile on his face, one that showed me he never touched the doll. I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room and tears fell. Why did he give me these dolls? Some other girls probably picked them out. In my anger, I threw the dolls around.

Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was Jin. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside of my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I was going to forget him; that it was going to end. Then he came up to me with a big doll in his arms.

“Jo, I thought you were pissed. You really came.”

I couldn’t help but hate him. He acted as if nothing had happened and he was joking around. He held out the doll to me, as usual.

“I don’t need it.”

“What? Why?

I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it onto the road.

“I don’t need this doll. I don’t need it anymore! I don’t want to see you ever again!”

I spat the words that were in my heart. I didn’t expect a reaction from him, but his eyes seemed watery.

“I’m sorry.” Jin’s voice sounded small as he apologized.

He walked into the road to pick up the doll.

“You’re so stupid! Why are you picking up the doll? Just throw it away!” I shouted.

But he ignored me and picked up the doll. Then…

Honk! Honk!

A big truck was heading towards him. My eyes widened in terror.

“Jin, move! Move away from the road!”

But he didn’t hear me. He squatted down and picked up the doll.

“Jin, move!”

HONK!!!

Boom!

The sound was terrifying. It haunted me.

But that’s how he went away from me. That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me. After that way, I had to go through every day with guilt and sorrow and after spending two months like a crazy person I took out the dolls. They were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days that I spent with him and started to count the days when we were in love.

One, two, three…that was how I started to count the dolls.

Four hundred and eighty-four, four hundred and eighty-five…it ended with four hundred and eight-five dolls.

I started to cry again with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly. And then…

“I love you, I love you.” I dropped the doll, shocked.

“I…I love you?”

I picked up the doll and pressed its stomach.

“I love you, I love you.”

It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomachs as they piled up on the side.

“I love you!”

“I love you!”

“I love you!”

The words came out nonstop. I love you. Why didn’t I realize that? His heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much? I took out the doll under the bed and pressed its stomach. It was the last doll, the one that fell on the road, the one that had Jin’s bloodstain on it. The voice came out, the one that I missed so much.

“I love you, Jo….

Do you know what today is? We’ve been in love with each other for four hundred and eighty-six days. I couldn’t say that I loved you since I was too shy. If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you every day until I die, Jo. I love you.”

The tears came flowing out of my eyes. Why? Why? I asked God, why do I only know about this right now? He can’t be by my side but he loved me until his last moment.

For that and for that reason, it became my courage to live a beautiful life.

Just did a facebook quiz :D

July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying.

I guess it's very true :D

And then I did the "how many kids will you have?" quiz too and my results was ;

Baoyi took the How many kids will you have? quiz and the result is 2 Boys
They will have a very good relationship with each other. The older one will always look after his kid brother, and set a good example for him. Get ready to buy lots of food because your refrigerator will need to be stocked up often!

LOL :X and then meimei got 3 girls.
Thus, we came up with the plan that, my "sons" marry her "daughters" hohoho :D
But there will be one guy left out :X

As usual, one week passed.
And it's the 10th day I'm waiting for the letter from bff ):
Each time I open the letter box, there isn't any letter for me ):
Doing Situational Writing now which I'm very pleased with because my handwriting is so neat and nice (:
Went to the library with Hillary after school today.
Was doing A.math homework while she used all my colour pens to colour her drawing >: (
After that, we went to Pizza Hut to eat and gossiped :D

You told me to forget and give up,
but how could I possibly do it?
I love you ]:

Just read someone's blog.
Now I miss my daddy,
Why can't I feel fatherly love?
Why must you go when I'm still so young,
when I don't even know anything yet.
Am I a jinx? =/

Happy April Fools' Day darlings :D

5 more hours to school D:

Disadvantages of today are :
- Since it's april fools' , you might not know what pranks your friends are going to play on you.
- I'm going to fall alseep during lessons seeing the time I'm sleeping today ._.

Advantages of today is :
Thank god it's April already :D
It's a brand new month which means my SMS counter gets to go for a slimming session :D
Since I burnt a huge hole in my phone bill last month =/

I bet everyone is rushing through their geography report now, same here T_T
Our report is screwed because we have 1,800+ words -.-

Time to sleep, nights peeps :D

Okays as promised, I'm going to post :D

2009 Guitar Camp :D [19-20 March 09]

Went to school and had guitar practises.
Then at around 1pm the camp ofiicially started.
Played some games and we were split into groups.

My group members are ;

Sec 4
Jolene
Cynthia

Sec 3
ME :D
Sweeying

Sec 2
Alicia
Maryanne
Rosabel

Sec 1
Charlotte
Zoey

Had all the usual games and there was water bomb after that :D
Actually it's much of a water bomb, you just had to sit on a chair and they will give a question , e.g : What does (the person sitting on the chair) likes?
Then if you guess correctly, the won't burst the balloon on top of you, but if you guess it wrongly, they will burst the balloon on top of you :O
Luckily mine didn't burst :D
Bathed after that and we had dinner :D
The sec 3 had to wash the toilets after that -.-
Had fun washing the toilet :D
Ruiying held the bucket while I pressed the tap.
Because we didn't want to leave any footprints on the floor, we pour water on the floor, jump over the wet area and sit on the bench in the middles and slide down the row of cubicles. It was fun :D
Had night games after that.
It was some potato game where you get blind-folded and you walk around the basketball court waiting for the murderer to murder you -.-
After that, the fun part came :D
It was the treasure hunt game.
We were supposed to find lightsticks which has the alphabets of our hangman word.
Ran around the whole school and indeed the school's very scary at night -.-
Our group came in 1st :D
After that was lights out, but 2/1 '08 guitar clique went to had a "mini-party" with some of the juniors in 2/5's classroom and we ate snacks while some other people studied.
Went back to the AVA room not finishing our food because they were going to lock up the AVA room and not let us go in to sleep D:
So we all went back and me,chunji, alicia and ruiying faced each other and had a mini talking session :D
After that me and chunji got tired and went to sleep but ruiying and alicia were so noisy :X
Then don't know what happened, alicia and ruiying left the AVA room and me and chunji fell asleep :D

The next day , early in the morning, ruiying's alarm clock rang and it was so loud and noisy because it was right next to my ear -.-
Then she attempted to wake me and chunji up because we told her to wake us up at 6.30 but it was 6am so I shouted at her "haven't 6.30 lahs sheesh" and I plopped back to sleep :X
Hoho, sorry ruiying :X
After that had morning run D:
Then it was breakfast.
As me and sweeying were in grp 6, we were the last group for everything.
When it was our turn, there wasn't even honey stars left -.-
But it's alright, we very sui he de :D
Had amazing race after that.
We went around the whole school searching for things.
As the points allocated were based on the things we took, so 2 leaves = 2 points.
I suggested to the group that we should go collect more leaves and in the end we took 100 leaves :X
Our group came in 2nd overall :D

Down-syndrome buddy walk 09
Had the walk near the flyer.
Walked around the esplanade and other places near marina.
It was supposedly the F1 race track O:
Then they had some lucky draw thing and the 1st prize was 6 free tickets to wild wild wet and 2 tickets to the flyer D:
Then the girl from some secondary school got it laahs D:
Anyway, grats (:

After the walk, we went back home and I slept for 3 hrs plus -.-
Chunji pro-er , she slept for 5 hours :D


Okays I shall start posting normally from tomorrow onwards :D

I guess I have to wait till the weekends or something before I can post a long post because I slept for 4 hours today , thus not being able to post about the camp :X

Lazy to post due to the fact that I'm very busy.
I shall post tomorrow when school ends at 1pm , whee [:

P.s. I played for morning assembly today hahas x)

ATTN : away for guitar camp, back on friday afternoon :D

Went Orchard to watch Marley and Me with Hillary the noob :D
When Marley was about to die, Hillary said "Eh, why you cry, I also never cry!"
Then when Marley died, she herself cried can !
sheesh -.-
Oh and the popcorn was freaking huge. Like seriously, bigger than my face la HAHAHAS -.-

SEE, so huge can O:

Trained to j8 and was planning to have dinner with hillary and someone.
& toopid hillary ps-ed me with someone.
It was so awkward -.-
I shan't elaborate further [:


HAPPY 5th BIRTHDAY TO MY DOG, VICTORY :D







You know how much I love you victory <3
Thanks for always being my listening ear although I don't know whether you understand or not but you seem to understand because when I cry, your eyes seem to be wet and you feel sympathetic too and when I laugh, you seem to be smiling too :O
Thanks for being there when I laugh, smile or cry, you're seriously my best companion and best listening ear.
10 more years before you leave us ...
I will miss you when you die but I pray to god that may you live as long as possible.

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.

Red braces are cool yeahhs? :D
The dentist used double rubber bands & now my teeth are hurting like crazy ._.
1 more month before I say bye to braces :(
I haven't even tried all the colours yet, so unfaaaaaair D:
Bye to braces, hi to retainers and fake teeth ._.

Guitar as usual today, was raining heavily -.-
Phyllis, chunji & I took the bus to school instead.
Phyllis shared an umbrella with a teacher.
Chunji & I wanted to share an umbrella, but we decided to have fun and run in the rain :D
I realised running in the rain is so fun :O :O :O (sense sarcasm) [:

During guitar, there were the suction cups from the lap stool, and dearest ruiying claims that the suction cups were her nipples :O and she keeps touching them and say she's sexually aroused -__-

After guitar, lunched with philphil, jielelabimbo & Juliana at KFC.
Smart phil forgot to buy a drink. ROFL ._.

Pssh, bimbo's going to pierce her ears tonight, don't scream okays? But I bet you will lah, since you're a bimbo :X

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO ODELIA MAMA a.k.a SEXYOATMEALBREAD <3

You're one year older !
May God bless you everyday and remember, your nuer always love you <3
Thanks for always caring for me and being my listening ear and well I always listen to you too ! :D
I enjoy every thursdays after school with you :D

Wheepeedo.
It's the March holidays :D
Check list for the 1 week holidays :D

1. Sleep for a whole day to remove eyebags.
2. Finish homework.
3. Study for upcoming tests.
4. Finish library books.
5. EP OUTING <333
6. Pack the books on my table.
7. Find a way to remove the scratches from my phone ._.
8. Party with junk food everyday :D
9. Bake cookies again :D
10. Down Syndrome walk next saturday.
11. Guitar camp & practises :O

Yay I uploaded our guitar songs :D
Although it's not very nice , but it brings back a lot of good memories [:
But I don't know why they cut some of our songs ):
Only If we hold on together is in a perfect piece x_x

2/1 08 guitar clique :D

o9`o3`o9 ;
the day I realised god never existed.
the day I decided to give up on god.
the day I swear I'll never be the same like before.
Because you were the one who changed me. effing bitch.
How I wish a car would kill me right now, so that I won't need to see your sarcastic face and two-faced side of you, bitch.

I passed my HCL test, wheeee :DDD
Okays like finally I passed :D
Bye to SYF, but oh, whatever ._.
No chance already ):

It's a cooold day, I'm like hugging my dog for warmness now ._.
& I have been sneezing non-stop, maybe I got the flu :O

EP group members ahhh, I want outing during the march hols , can we go watch a movie or smthing? Wo hao xiang ni men ahh ):


Stop being so two-faced,
If you are going to continue to be like this,
Don't blame me for being a bitch.

I uploaded pictures from my phone :D :D
I shall post them all in one shot :X


Bye bye, I shall jump down :O Okays , just joking :X
That was taken during last year EP meeting :S , I miss EP ):


Hillar & Odelia mama at Mrs Tan's house :X


3/6 '09 guitarists :D from left; chunji, phyllis, me, jiele :D


Chunji & I at the library yesterday :X


Feeling down or sad like the three of us?
It's alright, you can always come to us :D
Taken in school at the corridoor :O


Join the black gang ! :D
Taken at the bus stop opposite school ; chunji & I :O


OMG, embarrassing picture :X
Chunji & I sticking our gum outside our mouths and acting like zombies -.-


The heart shape I made from Odelia's cheese fries' cheese O:

Whee, 1 more week to holidays :D

Solve this inequality ; Baoyi > Choonkhee x)
Ans : Baoyi is so much better and greater and awesome than choonkhee x)
Okays, that's just for laughs ! [:

Tagged by bff ! x)

1.The person who tagged you
Sherman aka bff :x

2. Your relationship with him/her
Bff lorhhs :D

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her
- Super duper nice
- Someone who always help me with hw :x
- Super duper tallie ! ._.
- Someone who is like me, an animal lover :D
- Super pro in Bio O:

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
Is helping homework counted? -.-

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
ily bff <3

6. If he/she become your lover you will
Impossible bcos we're BFFs :D

7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on
Becoming shorter , which is impossible -.-

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will
Say liaos, BFFs forever =.=

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be
NA :D

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now
Don't know =/

11. Your overall impression of him/her
Super duper tallie who loves animals :D

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Someone who gets pissed easily ! :x

13. The characters you love of yourself
My love for animals :D

14. On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself
My level of tolerance and my maturity in Literature -.-

15. The most ideal person you want to be is
No one is perfect in this world (:

16. For people who care and love you, say something to them.
ILOVEYOU TOO <3

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.
I won't pass this test, but I'll randomly type the name of the first 10 people that flies into my mind.
1) Choonkhee
2) Odelia
3) Hillary
4) Jiele
5) Phyllis
6) Sweeying
7) Cynthia
8) Angela
9) Alicia
10) Ruiying

18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
I believe she's single (:

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
Female.. Duh...

20. If no. 7 and no.10 together, is that a good thing?
Obviously not? I don't think they want to be a les right ._.

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
Sch work? O:

22. When is the last time u had a chat with no. 3?
Just now on the phone [:

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
I don't know leh , I only know she hear random songs? (am I right? >.< )

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
Nope.

25. Will you woo no. 3?
Nope because she's a girl? -.-

26. How about no. 7?
Obviously not, I said already I'm not a les ! >: (

27. Is no. 4 single?
Hmm, I don't know lehhs, maybe not? She doesn't want to tell us =/

28. What is the surname of no.5?
Wong.

29. What is the hobby of no. 10?
Stalking guy teachers that he likes :X

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
Of course, they are seniors and juniors afterall (:

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
Chij tp? -.-

32. Talk something casually about no. 1
A lewser ! :D

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6?
I said a million times I'm not les !

34. Where does no. 9 live at?
Toa Payoh!

35. What colour does no.4 like?
Black uh? She emo de lorhhs :X

36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
Nope because choons` mine ! jkjk :X

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Oh course ! Cynthia the sexy awesome chinese partner ! [:

38. What is no. 6 doing now?
Homework? Sleeping? Practising guitar?

Can I die ?
I want to badly.

It hurts me deep in my heart to know that I'm actually incompetent.
How badly do I want to get into SYF?
Why are the tears even flowing down now?
I guess I'm dumb, I'm stupid.
My mum don't even give a shit about it, so why should I even care for the feelings of the people around me, I'm better off dead.

I love you like I always do, but somehow my feelings are immune already.
It's time to say goodbye. I promise myself not to think of you anymore.

Hey babes, it's the month of March :D
& the March hols are coming soon, have fun !

Honours Day ytd. Chunji and my face was inside the honours` day video -.-
Anw, damn scaaary laahs. There were like how many hundreds of people staring at you and the principal and teachers were the closest to you =/

Oh & this week so shuang , no tests, except for e.math =/

Medusa oh medusa, stop looking at my hidden posts, LOL , and thanks for your pressie, I'll give you yours tmr :D

Oh yeahs , Chunji, Odelia mama, Hilhil & I went to visit Mrs Tan's house to visit her on friday :D
I think the four of us bonded so much, hahas :D
Mrs Tan's house is so cosy , I like :X
& she gave a card to 2/1 `08 [: and the rest of the classes she taught.
Oh and Hil was being a newb by constant humming of scary tunes -.-
Odelia mama owes me $6 :X

Thanks to Dr. Maha, I failed my Eng CA1 , for the FIRST time I failed english, WTF, is my english really that bad?! Sheesh ):

Dear God, please let my Eng oral pull up my overall english marks and that my mum won't get disappointed over my eng marks. I did my best already =/

Today is Ash Wednesday .

Okays I posted !
Is this considered as a post? :x
Okays I think so it is [:

I owe many people letters yes yes and Hillary uhhhh,
that girl uh, keep pestering me to finish her letter, sheesh.
Heehees I know lahs, that letter is like 2 weeks due =X
I will finish everyone's letter by this week okays, I promise !
& it's gonna be very prettaye ;D

My tan hasn't faded yet D:
I look like I have some frigging disease -.-
& my wrist still hurts and swells and it's still pink in colour -.-
I like the pinkish colour, it's so cuteeee :D :X
Oh yeahs, the swelling and pinkish colour results in removing my watch tan, yaay-ness [:
Off to study for chem test, tatas peepos :O

Heehees omg, I just remembered.
Happy 1st month ; 22`o1`o9 [:

Wheee , I'm back from camp :D
I shall slowly post what happened during this 3D2N camp O:

Day 1
Went to school as usual. Had assembly and the instructors came.
Our class instuctors were Mas and Zeus.
Our class was in group A ! :D
Had briefing and we took the bus to Kallang Basin.
Did dragon boating there.
_____ said her class instructor was hot *smirks*
OMG I swear dragon boating is fun fun and fun :D
We had to row in synchronize with the people in front and behind you and it was quite hard because dear dear chunji roll smaller strokes while I was rowing bigger strokes ._.
After a few rounds of practising, we had a mini race with 3/5 and 3/11.
We lost though because we took the longer route LMAO -.-
Then we took the bus to Pasir Ris Park.
Had lunch and we sat together as a class in a circle :D :D So wen nuan because we said grace together and ate together :D
Then it was pitching of our "5-star hotel".
Our group pitched the fastest and were told to pitch another one and we did :O
Then we had amazing race around pasir ris park.
It was frigging hot and tiring O:
We managed to be the first 2 groups to reach back to the assemble area, a place with covered shelter and the cloth laid on the floor in the middle of our tents, so we get to bathe ! :D
We were given 15 mins to bathe and like WTF you know lahs, 100+ girls queuing up for 2 showerrooms , so @#$% -.-
Thus chunji, jiele, phyllis and I just washed our hair at the basin and it was horrible because after we washed we realised the sink was freaking dirty -.-
Then we sat around and discuss about Gala Night.
Had dinner after that.
Then we played games !
Our class was broken into two groups, group 1 and 2 and we played games like polar bear and blind-folding ourselves to form a shape that the instructor gave us.
Then we went back to the assemble area to had cheers and games practises for the next day's gala night.
Reflections as a class with instructors after that and then supper !
Milo with curry puffs and I think the milo is damn niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
Bedtime after that, queued freaking long for the toilet again -.-
Slept around 1am+ and it was hot hot and hot !
There isn't wind coming into the tent laaahs ):
And philphil snores :X
philphil, sorry for complaining that you snored, it's actually quite cute :D
Our sleeping arrangement :
Jaclyn aka jubjub :D, jiele aka jielelabimbo :D , phyllis aka phil phil :D, me and choonkhee aka chunji :D

Day 2
Woke up at 4.45am just to be the first in the toilet.
Thanks to jubjub's alarm clock for waking us up (:
I think we damn kiasu lorhs but anyway I think we're smart for doing that :O
Reached the toilet which was 15677624 km far -.-
And surprisingly , there weren't anyone ! :D
Chunji bathed damn long lorhhs =X
Halfway while she was bathing , other people were streaming in already, they were as kiasu as us too ):
When it was my turn to bathe, the people outside queuing were tearing the showerroom door down, they said I take damn long, where got lorhhs, sheesh ):
I came first lorhhs, you wanna bathe first, wake up early lahs, damn.
Went back to our tents and did our reflection book.
Had to assembled at 7am at the assemble area which was less than 50 steps from our tent so we slowly walk to the assemble area :O
Had nasi lemak and soya bean milk for breakfast.
Then we sat of to s.h.i.n.e.s outdoor at geylang for the rope challenge course :O :O
It was a half an hour ride and me and chunji slept through the whole ride :X
Reached there and had a short briefing.
Then we set off to the back of the building were all the elements were ~.~
Our class was split into group 1 and 2 again and we did the negotiation course.
Group 1 did the one where the had to walk on logs which were far apart, almost like swings :O
Group 2 did the one where there are two ropes, one for you to walk across while the other one was for you to hold on to.
Chunji, jiele, phil and I were in grp 2.
We were told to go in pairs.
Chunji and I went and when we reached the top of the platform where you stand to prepare to walk on the rope, our safety harness` ropes got entangaled and I had to walk around chunji ._.
I was freaked out and was hugging onto the pole like a koala bear :X
Chunji walked off without me ! @#$%^ :X
And when she reached the other side, I then got the courage to walk to the other side too :X
hahas, quite fun lahs, but damn tiring -.-
After that was lunch.
Then we continue with the rope challenge course.
Our class now did the “BALANCE”, Horizontal Challenge Course.
There were two stations, as quoted from their website , this is the explaination.

Single Footline Element - This element can be configured as Multiline Traverse, Tension Traverse, Tyroline Transfer and others.

Double Footline Element - This element can be configured as Broken Bridge, A bridge too far, Balance Traverse and others.

When everyone was almost done, Miss Nander screamed at me and chunji and told us to go up to do the broken bridge but it was frigging highhhh , about 4 storeys high ._.
We kept saying no and she went "go noooooooooooooooooooooow" . hahas omg damn funny :X
Chunji went first then me, it was a pair thing.
I was holding chunji's hand real tight and whenever she said "I take one step okay?", I will be like "okay" and I squeeze her hand even tighter, hahas -.-
OMG actually it's quite fun lahs, I was laughing while trying to balancing myself -.-
Chunji told me not to be scared and to look at the coconuts on the tree nearby, lmao -.-
We reached the other side and yaaay we did it ! :D *hi-five chunji*
After that the whole class went to do rock climbing / abseiling.
I wanted to do abseiling but chunji did not want ):
abseiling is like free fall from the top lahs LOL , looks fun but scary :X
Miss Nander did abseiling ! :O :O
jiele did rock climbing and philphil did abseiling :D
chunji and I sat at the shelter and stoned and talked-.-
We were like gossiping about the instructor for abseiling.
Chunji was like "why he no hair one ? He go shave ah?"
And I was like " why his thing so big one?"
LOL LOL :XXX sorry uh, we're not pervyys :X
We were all roasted pigs after that :O
Compare my arms with my legs and you can see the big contrast in the colour, LOL :X
My left wrist hit something during the rope challenge course or I sprained it and it's like swelling real badly and pink in colour now-.-
After that we took the bus back to pasir ris park.
Walked like 17454236 km to another toilet and the instructor led us to the wrong toilet and we had to walk another 217652 km to the correct toilet -.-
And whee there was a 4 cubicle showerroom which was big too.
Shared a cubicle with chunji and the teacher gave us 2 mins only -.-
Like WTH chunji bathed finish and I haven't and the instructor used the coin and pried open our door !@#$%
Then we walked back to our tent areas and had dinner.
After that , we practised for our gala night while the instructors prepared the campfire.
We were then told to assemble and gala night officially begins.
I was going all high and chunji say I siao but I think I managed to make her go high with me :D
Classes were told to perform a YOG country and our class did Jamaica and we sang the jamaica song.
Then the instructors performed for us :D :D
Miss Suzy aka our instructor, zeus, danced !
Like finally, he didn't even really speak up for these 2 days lahs =/
Sang and said cheers and played games and we watched a video clip the instructors made for us and that marks the end of the gala night.
Did reflections with the class and instructors again and had supper , cream bread ! :D
As it was a friday night, there were many other people coming to pasir ris park so when we wanted to go to the toilet, we had to go as a class and come back as a class with the instructors.
Thus by the time our class people finished going to the toilet, it was already damn late.
When we went back to our tents, there wasn't enough space for me and chunji already ):
Thus, I got swished below chunji and phiphil :O
But it's alright, but it's okay ...

Day 3
Woke up at 5.45am and we brushed our teeths outside our tent , whoops :XX
Did our reflection book once again and went to the assemble area for breakfast.
Beehoon with hotdog and soya bean milk, finally something that does not involve any rice :D
Then it was tearing down of our "5-star hotel" D:
We folded our tent wrongly :X
Then we had briefing on the class competition.
It was doing all the sports that were in YOG just that it's a smaller based.
We got together as a class, took pictures and strategized.
After that, the race begins and we were leading.
But when we reached the blowing the beach ball part we lose out because we filled our ball with the most air and it was the hardest but the other classes did not even fill their beach balls to the fullest ._.
I think our class bonded a lot a lot a lot :D
Then we had a farewell talk.
After that the instructors gave us goodies which were snacks :X
Then it was time to say goodbye.
We were dismissed class by class to go to the bus.
Our class was the second one and while the bus moved, we waved goodbye to Mas and miss suzy, I miss them D: , my eyes got teary :X
Then the people at the back of the bus open the goodies and we shared among the class.
Reached school and went up to class to take our wallets and handphones.
Then lunch at macs with chunji.
Bus-ed home with chunji, we practically slept through the whole ride
Reached home and bathed and slept for 3 hours :O :O
Sushi for dinner with mama and she said she wanted to send me abroad after sec 4 & I don't want ))):
came home and slept for another 2 hours and here I am posting about the camp now :O

I miss Mas and miss suzy, I miss saying graces and prayers with all the sec 3s , I miss saying cheers and playing games with all the sec 3s, I miss dinner-ing together as a class and chat together and play games together, reflection times were always so emotional, I know our class was not bonded at all in the first day, then Mas saw that we actually improved and bonded a lot in the 2nd and 3rd day and she said her reflection till she was getting all teary which sort of made our class teary too.

I ♥3/6 '09 [:

OMG I spent 3 hours typing this post ._.

*will post pictures when I managed to get them and will edit the post if I missed out anything*

Away for adventure camp from tmr onwards till sat, which is 19-21st feb, so please please please don't sms me because I can't bring my phone along and I'll feel bad if I don't reply your sms >_<
whoever is looking at this, please please please help me look after my Peachy on pet society on facebook D: If you see it hungry or dirty already, please feed it and clean her for me pleeeeeeease and a million thanks to whoever who helps, ily <3

I'll miss you peachy & I'm actually going crazy over an online pet ~.~

Eff you, freaking toot.
Stop being such a hypocrite.
Stop being so ego, it will get you nowhere.
Trying to be humble uh? Trying to act cute and smart uh?
Oh please spare me of that, I think you're cuteNOT.
I'm so freaking freaking pissed with you.
So what if we ain't the better ones?
Do you need to demoralise us and rub on it by saying we're equals to dirt and the rest are diamonds?
I see your freaking face I feel like giving you a tight slap, b*tch.

Peachy rocks my socks.
ILOVEYOU Peachy <3


See, nicenice Renyu gave me three mystery boxes. hahas.
Thanks Renyu, iloveyougirl :D

Hahas omg I think I suck -.-
I spent my whole afternoon palying pet society when I was supposed to study for chem test =/ , although I studied A.math already :S ._.
I was trying my best to win the hurdles race and to get a silver medal for skipping rope -.-

Pictures :D


The first hurdles race I won :D

I love my peaachy <3

Happy Valentines` day x3

I baked cookies for vaaalentines ! :D
I think very nice lorhhs, I wrapped it with that hearts plastic bag, everyone was asking me where did I bought it from :X

Had sec 3 adventure camp briefing after assembly today.
According to that man, there will be monkeys, so what if they come and rip open our tents? :O >.<

Odelia has officially self-declared that she's my mama because she always acts like one when she's with me and she always ask me and question me like a mama :O

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY :D [in advance because I will only be back home at night tomorrow :X ]

Woopeedo.
My chemical equation sucks :D
& guitar is driving me narrts [:

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY :D
Blue braces FTW <3
So now, oatmealbread, chunji and I have blue braces !
Shall take pictures of our braces soon ! :D
School was fun :D
Had e-math test , which I totally screwed up because my brain wasn't functioning D:
Apparantly, Miss Nandar forgot that there's chem test, which means YAY-ness because I did not study for it (:

And xiaomeimei uh, you love medusa lahhs, face the truth (:

See, xiaomeimei so ego can ! O:
She also claims that that emoticon looks like her lahhs, aiiyo ahh, tsk tsk.

Yesterday night was the wackiest night ever xD
Philphil, jiele, chunji and I had this convo were we were discussing our SS project.
From 9pm - 2am.
5 hours non-stop.
hahas.
I think our way we discuss is damn cool lahs.
We pass our research to one another and we leave comments on them.
First time doing a project in such a manner :X

Oh well, I see a medusa tagging on my blog.

oh my love medusa, how I love you so (:
Since you're so popular, why not you go create a fan club?
I'm sure my oh-so-crazy-over-medusa xiaomeimei will be the first one to join your fan club?
Oh maybe she herself would create one fan club ! ;D

WHEE , I saved my old blogskin :D
I upload every picture onto photobucket and edit the codes lorh.
I'm so proud of myself (:
This blogskin suits me more , because it's white, which means I can start posting white words again :X

I think the alpha and beta in A.math is so cool :D

Pssh, Medusa's hair is so cool ! ;D

I miss our EP group ):
Can we have a sleepover during the march hols? :D *hints to hillary :X*

Trying to learn how to play Teardrops on my guitar on the guitar now, but I still don't get it, with all the capo and chords x_x

To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To hope is to risk pain.
To try is to risk failure,
but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.

We three are going to put blue braces ! :D
Then we're going to be triplets xP
Blue braces FTW [:

Post more after I finished my homework.

and that bimbo fell in love with my blogskin (:
Eh she is not offended by us calling her bimbo hor, so I'm not insulting her or whatever :D

screwed my blogskin -.-
Luckily I fixed it on time :D

I just found the CNY pictures in my phone x)





I'm lazy to post the rest :X , shall post some other day when I'm feeling nice :D

Love,

Hahas omg went to library with chun ji :D

AND OMG OMG OMG THE CHINGAY PEOPLE ARE SINGING THE ALIRAN SONG NOW :D
Hahas , I didn't know it was so pop ! xD

It's the month of Feburary already.
Bye to January, hi to February :D

`marshmellows dipped in chocolate x3

my sexyoatmealbread aka Odelia came back to school ! :D:D
Like finally after a week D:
I gave her a loooong waaarm hug xP

Oh yahs , during P.E. today , we ran 6 rounds.
Okays , 8mins plus -.-
I'm going to fail PFT (:
After that we had cooking lessons during P.E. (can't sense scarcasm? then you're a toot :X)

We had to like hit the ball on the floor using the bat and pass to each other by boucing it on the floor, so in the end, it turns out to be a cooking lessons because we were practically hitting the ball up and smart chunji hit the ball and it flew far far away (:
It was indeed a fun cooking lesson. oh yeah right, i was kidding -.-


I am utterly disgusted,
Why are some pple so gross?

Bye to my dear turtly ):
It went lala land today T__T
He was a b`day present yingying gave to me when we were p2.
7 years le...
I'll miss you turtly ): Somehow, I feel indebted to you.

WOOHOO !
I'm high :D:D
But looking at all the homework pilling on my table, I sian already -.-
My pen ink is not coming out >: (
All because I dropped it on the floor just now x_x
I keep thinking it's sunday today, hahas -.-
Time to finish homework , tatas (:
pssh, chunji is obsessed over the shit song :D (go ask her for more details ! )

`what hurts the most is when you know people around you are not what they actually seem like.

Went to watch midnight movie at J8 with my cousin yesterday x)
We watched the Wedding Game.
Actually, I didn't really expected midnight movies' ticket to be so "hot", so we decided not to book, in the end, when we reach AMK hub, all the tickets were sold out -.-
So , we went to J8 and the tickets were selling fast, what was left were the 1st two rows.
Despo for movie =X , we took the 2nd row, hahas, my neck was aching during the whole movie -.-

HAPPY CNY ONCE AGAIN [:

Had reunion dinner just now :D
Had curry! ^_^ ( it was a request from me =X )
me and my cousins were being zilians and taking pictures xD
( will post them tomorrow )
And my cousin lahs -.- , hog onto my comp, then he wanna spy on what I wanted to post -.-
Anyway, I'm using Safari web browser to blog now, kinda cool xD

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR MY DARLINGS ! (:

HAPPY CNY EVE :D
Will post tonight , cousin dun let me post -.-
he keep peeping ! ):

YAY, it's finally done (:

Stop being such a idiot you bitch, I hate you.
Why can't you just fk off ?
Your sight irks me, I just hate it .

sometimes the good-byes you want the most are the hardest.

THIS IS WHAT THAT MAKES ME GO HIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :D


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