Can I die ?
I want to badly.

It hurts me deep in my heart to know that I'm actually incompetent.
How badly do I want to get into SYF?
Why are the tears even flowing down now?
I guess I'm dumb, I'm stupid.
My mum don't even give a shit about it, so why should I even care for the feelings of the people around me, I'm better off dead.

I love you like I always do, but somehow my feelings are immune already.
It's time to say goodbye. I promise myself not to think of you anymore.