Just transferred some photos from phone [:


ODELIA <3 BAOYI <3 ODELIA :D

When all these are just memories... [choonkhee and me =D]

Choonkhee is a special offer :D

choonkhee and her ghostly face :D

EP group photo ! [w/o amanda =/ ]

Went to Mt Alvernia hospital to see a doctor today.
Apparently the doctor twisted my leg, which kinda made it worst -.-
total bills : $60

EP meeting today.
Disastrous and worst meeting of all.
Everyone got pissed and worried when Hillary said she won't be coming :O
Then erm in the end she finally decided to come =)
Walked to the stadium, was limping through the whole thing.
Thanks choonkhee lots of accompanying me and lending me a helping hand :D

Filmed about two times and the guys irritated us and they went home and yah, we slacked around at the stadium =/
Went j8 after that for dinner.
Then played bishi bashi at the arcade with odelia :D

BBQ this sat at hillary's house :D
Wondering whether I should bring my laptop there xP
Sleepover after that, wonder if my mum allows me to go =/

I WANT BREAKING DAWN BOOK T_T

Teachers' Day celebration today.
Mass then concert as usual.
Concert was da bombzxzx yo.
I think the emcess are kewl and funny xD
Enjoyed the concert pretty well, except for the fact that Estelle fell on me and almost killed me -.-
AHHAS I was joking about the killing part, she just kinda make me have backache and sprained my leg -.-
Another bad thing was that my contact lens was dropping out because apparantly it was too dry -.-
After that was giving out our presents :D
Me and choon went around in the plastic bag giving out boxes of cookies and marshmellows :D
History lesson after celebration, I practically fell asleep =X

Went back to APS after that.
Everyone was kinda still the same, it was exceptionally crowded.
Chatted with people in the canteen and the 6/5 '06-ers went to J8 for lunch ;D
I swear chiangmei is still as cute as ever =DD
Yingjie became more enthu and open ! xD
The guys just grew taller -__-

Odelia pangseh-ed me ]:
I hate you =X
hahas just joking =/
You just owe me for pangseh-ing me >: (

I DIDN'T KNOW XUANYU READ OUR BLOGS :O

baking day with choonkhee today ! :D
We were anticipating it since yesterday.
We spent a total or hrm... 3pm-9.30pm = 6hr 30mins baking :D
I love the chocolate cookies we made, they're damm tasty ! =D

Btw, dearest EP group members + the people who are helping us.
You're in luck ;D
We made extra marshmellows and cookies for you people.
Pass to you peeps on EP meeting this sunday.

Byeee lisa D:
I'll miss you.
Most proabably the whole of 2/1 will miss you =/
Hope you always come back to singapore to visit us :O

It's teachers' day tomorrow :O
And there's drama meeting, EP meeting, english homework, math homework and science homework -.-
BTW, is anyone going to that shanghai trip please tell me.
THANKS ! :]

I PASSED MY HISTORY :D

Usual wednesday, expect that choon waited for me and we went NTUC to buy ingredients.
Turned out that the NTUC at toa payoh isn't THAT GOOD, so in the end what we bought were just the containers =.=

Bus-ed with choon as usual.
She was being a pest =X
While the song was being played halfway, she press replay and the song keeps restarting -.-
Halfway through, her hp died on her :D
So we changed to hearing music from my phone instead.
Guess what? xP
I had revenge =)
I keep replaying the song.
It was so fun :O

I have decided to be a good girl and finish my geography today.


I thought you cared, but guess what? I gave up on believeing that anymore. I hate you

LMAO :O
Today's HCL lesson was stupid =.=
The word was "旅游鞋“ and i read as 游泳鞋 ".
HAHAS so embarassing.
It's not my fault right ! ><
The projector was so blur o.o
And the whole class was laughing, even zhang lao shi laaah ):

Hahas baking for teachers' day :D
Me and choon were randomly looking at chocolate books at the library xP

Home econs today was fun.
I haven't really decided what I am going to cook =/

AND yay finally I got back my A for Math.
Jiayous BAOYI :D

As promised.
I'm supposed to post this.
THANKS HILLARY SO MUCH FOR ACCOMPANYING ME TO SOMETHING ON FRIDAY.
I'm uberly touched *sniffles* :D
Rest assured, I'll repay you back someday.
EP meeting yesterday[considered just lah since it just ended at 11 plus =/]
Everything screwed up at the last part.
We thought we could finish all today, but who knows, we have to meet up again ._.
I'm pissed >: (

I'm getting all crazy over you.


Apparently lisa is leaving for China for good :[
Although I don't really know her that well, but I'll miss you !
And the nice brithday card you gave to me =/

I'll prolly means EP group members and all the wacko meetings with had.
I bet we're one of the worst groups :X
Filming for the officially foruth time.

EP meeting tmr again :D
And I'm meeting odelia at j8.
Hope we won't be late or else we needa do pushups ):

Current obsession : TWILIGHT :D

WOOHOO !
Here we are at the iMAC lab blogging and choonkhee is next to me :D
Hillary just blamed me for saying that she is camera-shy ]:
OMGOSH !
Choonkhee just showed me p*rn =_______=
Ohkay i'm officially digusted =/

=}

This is a touching story :D

The Dolls of Love

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him.

Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…

“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”
“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment
grabbing me.

“No… I am going to meet a friend…”

He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all.
He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…

Then one day…
Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.

Me: Jin…
Jin: Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What’s this?
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.Then I shouted… “Wait…”
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me

I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.
“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”
That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…

After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday
After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him.
He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
Me: I don’t need it.

Jin: What….why…
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!

I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
“I’m sorry”
He apologized in a tiny voice.
He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!

But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…

Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted…
But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
“Jin, move!”
HONK~!!
“Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.
That’s how he went away from me.
That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.

Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…

“One…two… three…”
That was how… I started to count the dolls…
“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty
five…”
It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…

“I love you~, I love you~”
I dropped the dolls,shocked.

“I….lo..ve…you??”
I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.

“I love you~ I love you~”
It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.
“I love you~”

“I love you~”
“I love you~”
Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach,
that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much…

“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”

The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…

For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life….

this is a nice song :D

T_T

today is an emo day =/
Flunked science test.
AND YES
we had duet during guitar today.
Me and choonkhee were playing songs while singing to it ^_^
[that cheers me up]
But after that, we started going emo again.
We were like saying what if we cannot get into 3/1 - 3/4 how ! T_T

I'm pissed at someone for random reason =/

Then after guitar, me and choon went to macs for dinner.
She was feeling so emo, nice me decided to cheer her up.
So I took the "Special offer" round sticker and pasted it on choon :D
AND miraculously she allowed me to take unglam pictures of her.
I shall post it the next time I feels happy.

Graph test tmr, hope I'll ace it =)

:D

I finally went back to school ! xD
With extra duper pain stomachache -.-
And passed my english test.
I'm so happy worhzxzxz :D
And er oh ya !
Miss Sin tested some of us today during guitar.
AND AND AND luckily I passed [:

I shall seriously create a timetable because I keep forgetting I have dental on monday and EP project and Drama project and Chinese project -.-

Hahahs oh and um I'm stuck ! T___T I forgot to bring back the paper where all the geog research are ):
And everyone seems to forget what are the categories too ):

Choonkhee and Baoyi;; the two monkehs ! :D

:O

Wheesh !
I'm actually posting in blogger buddy ! [Available for window vista only], you know the widget at the side.
AHHAS :D

And sheesh !
I'm having stomacache now, I feel naseous[sp?] and I think i'm going to die any moment cause my stomach's hurting and whenever I see food, I will feel more like puking my Mac dinner all out -.-

Today during guitar miss sin was being mean. =(

Posting here is so not nice because it's uber small and I can't see a single shyt -.-

MY STOMACH IS KILLING ME DD:

EP YESTERDAY ! :D

We all arrived at East Coast Park but in the end it rained =___=
So we all went to Hillary's house.
Slacked there, watching teevee, mapling, audi-ing and playing with her dog xD
Ate Pizza for dinenr ! [Thanks Hillary ! Are we supposed to even pay you? :X ]
We filmed till 12 plus (as usual -.-) and then we shared a cab home.
It was limosine kind can ! xD

[for more interesting posts, go choon's blog xP ]


I spent the whole morning doing this -.-

You people are being jerks.
Promised to help and come.
Making me look forward to tomorrow's EP project.
Now everything's screwed.
Just because of your one mistake.
damn you.
you might as well go and die.
talk about responsibility?
I think you suck at it >: (
If I found out the reason why you don't wanna come,
and it's some lame excuse,
I'll make sure I'll never talk to you ever again.
And don't expect to see me at APS ever again.

WHEESH o.o
See the time now.
AND here I am blogging ;D

I tell ya !
Today's waffles was horrible because it was all soggy ):
Again, I flunked my chinese.
toopid zhang lao shi.
Can't she just let me get flying colours D:

EP project this saturday!
I can't wait hurhur o.o

Today during guitar, we were playing "You Raise Me Up" & "If We Hold On Together" ;D
Damm nice can !
So nice until me and choon wanted to cry -.-


Me and Odelia's shadows. [IGNORE THAT SCARY STATUE BEHIND -.-]

It's officially 1 year since promenade passed.
I miss promenade laah ):
Talking to Odelia and Hillary on msn.
They were saying too how much they missed promenade.
Hearing the promenade songs makes me sad and feel like crying ):
Especially "Journey" since it was like played by the guitar ensemble =/

I'm currently having stomachache and that choonkhee is officially mean person because she was supposed to wait for the taxi for me but she pangseh-ed me and went home. HMPF >: (

Below is something stupid hillary said;;

mellied makes me a happy person :D says:
so.
mellied makes me a happy person :D says:
if you didn't see what i said
mellied makes me a happy person :D says:
ask choonkhee
mellied makes me a happy person :D says:
or baoyi
mellied makes me a happy person :D says:
which is quite retarded.
mellied makes me a happy person :D says:
hohohoo
mellied makes me a happy person :D says:
okay bye

HAHAHHA OHKAY THAT'S SERIOUSLY RETARDED o.o

I feel like our ex-clique is getting back together again, which I'm happy because we're always happy together and that we share many happy memories
<3 Choonkhee <3 Hillary <3 Odelia <3 CHOB ! [ex-clique name]

Today at school was uber funny -___-
me and choonkhee were practically sleeeping o.o
EP project on sat and CIP on sun, obviously will be tired RIGGGGHT ):

EP project again this saturday.
Find people who are free.
Please contact me via sms or email.
THANKS (:

Went Palawan Beach at sentosa with hillary, choonkhee and odelia for EP project yesterday.
It was so kewl caaan :D
So long never go to the beach already :X

Here are some pictures :]

GROUP PHOTO :D


CHOONKHEE AND ME xP


FEETS IN SEA =D


ODELIA & ME !


ODELIA & ME IN THE DARK o.o


INTRODUCING CHOONKHEE THE GHOST xD


HILLARY THE CARMERA SHY PERSON D:

Went to CIP today to sell pebbled necklaces.
We went to clark quay, chinatown and vivo city but in the end we sold all at clark quay.
THANKS TO THOSE AMERICANS aka TOURISTS who bought it from us. you people rawks xP


CHOONKHEE;;BAOYI;;SWEEYING